"Change" from Fearless
At Swift Steps, we use lyrics and songs to reflect on our own experiences with addiction, mental health, and recovery—both mine and our members.
This week's song struck a chord with many of us, leading to some amazing discussions and insights. I want to assure you that I will never share what our members discuss because of our confidentiality promises.
However, I do gather my own thoughts before the meetings, and I’m excited to share them with you each week!
“I want to assure you that I will never share what our members discuss because of our confidentiality promises.“
This week’s song is "Change" from Fearless.
If you wanna take a listen:
The Mirror of "Change"
When I think about Taylor Swift’s “Change,” it feels like a mirror reflecting my current reality—being caught between my job and Swift Steps, trying to give my all to both without losing sight of why I started. It reminds me so much of early sobriety: walking that tightrope between surviving and rebuilding, balancing the things you have to do with the things that truly matter to you.
In early recovery, it often feels like you’re being pulled in a million directions, yet you keep going, fueled by that quiet hope that things will change. That same hope drives both my personal recovery journey and my work with Swift Steps. It’s about trusting the process, pushing through the overwhelming moments, and believing that what I’m building now will lead to something greater.
Verse 1
"And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you"
This line reminds me of the challenge of being in between—balancing my job and Swift Steps, trying to give my all to both without feeling like I’m letting anything slip. It’s not about competition but about the pressure of showing up for everything that matters, even when it feels impossible to give 100% everywhere at once.
Verse 2
"But I believe in whatever you do"
Even when I feel torn between the two, I know why I’m doing it. My job keeps me afloat, ensuring I can survive and sustain my life, while Swift Steps gives me purpose and hope. I believe in the impact both have—not just on my life, but on the lives of those I’m supporting. That belief keeps me grounded, reminding me why I keep pushing through, even when it feels overwhelming.
Chorus
"Because these things will change"
The “walls” for me are the limits of time, energy, and the mental strain of trying to balance it all. But this line reminds me that this is temporary. With persistence and faith, those walls will eventually come down, and everything I’m working toward will start to feel lighter and more manageable.
Verse 3
"It's a revolution, the time will come"
This feels like the heart of what Swift Steps is about. It’s a revolution—changing the way we look at recovery and connection. Every step I take, even the hard ones, is moving toward the day when Swift Steps can truly thrive, and the community we’ve built becomes something bigger than I could’ve imagined.
Verse 4
"So we've been outnumbered"
This lyric speaks to how overwhelming it can feel to give so much of myself to both my job and Swift Steps. There’s only so much of me to go around, and at times, it feels like I’m backed into a corner, juggling priorities and fighting to make everything work. But even when it’s hard, I remind myself why I’m doing this and that every effort is worth it.
“There’s only so much of me to go around, and at times, it feels like I’m backed into a corner, juggling priorities and fighting to make everything work. ”
Verse 5
"We're getting stronger now"
This line reminds me of the small victories along the way. Each day I show up, I learn something new—about myself, about what Swift Steps can be, and about how to keep growing. I may not have unlimited resources, but I have determination, creativity, and, most importantly, a community that believes in this mission.
I cannot thank you all enough for supporting me, believing in me, and having patience and faith in me as I navigate this journey. Your encouragement means more than you know.
Bridge
"Tonight we'll stand, get off our knees"
This lyric speaks to resilience. Everything I’ve worked for—both in my personal recovery and with Swift Steps—has required grit, persistence, and a refusal to give up. It’s about fighting for the vision I believe in, no matter how long or hard the battle might feel.
Chorus
"Because these things will change"
This is a reminder of hope. One day, I’ll look back on this chapter and see it as the moment when everything shifted. Every hard day, every late night, and every moment of doubt will have been worth it.
“Change” perfectly captures the duality of my journey right now: balancing the necessity of my job with the passion and purpose of Swift Steps. Both are vital in their own ways, and while it’s hard to give so much of myself to both, I know it’s worth it.
This song reminds me to focus on the progress, the small wins, and the people who continue to believe in this mission alongside me. Together, we’re breaking down walls, building something extraordinary, and changing lives my own included.
“This song reminds me to focus on the progress, the small wins, and the people who continue to believe in this mission alongside me.”
Just like in early sobriety, where every day is about showing up, doing the hard work, and trusting that the struggle will lead to something better, my journey with Swift Steps is about building a foundation for something lasting.
There are moments when it feels like I’m juggling too much or questioning whether I can keep up the pace, but this song reminds me why I keep going. Whether it’s staying sober one day at a time or building a community one step at a time, the key is holding onto hope, resilience, and patience to trust the process.
“Change” captures that duality of the hard-fought battles and the belief that one day, we’ll look back and see how far we’ve come. Thank you for being part of this journey with me—your support means everything, and together, we’re creating something truly revolutionary!
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