"Dear John" from Speak Now
“Dear John” is a deeply personal anthem for me, not because of a romantic relationship, but because it mirrors the complexity of being groomed and manipulated as a child. Writing this is part of my recovery—naming what happened, placing the blame where it belongs, and releasing the shame I’ve carried for too long. If you’ve experienced something similar, know that it wasn’t your fault, and healing is possible. Together, we can reclaim our stories and shine brighter than ever.
"The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived" from TTPD
"The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived" captures the complex emotions of betrayal, loss, and the quest for understanding in the aftermath of a toxic relationship and affair. It resonates deeply with my own experiences, highlighting the pain, the unanswered questions, and the journey toward healing.
Each verse and chorus remind me of my journey through these dark times, and the strength it takes to move forward. This song helps me articulate the complex emotions I experienced, reminding me of the importance of self-care and the dangers of sacrificing everything for someone who doesn't value you.