"I Almost Do" from Red
Have you ever been caught in that quiet, late-night tug-of-war between your past and your progress? I Almost Do by Taylor Swift captures that exact struggle—the pull of old habits, toxic relationships, and the craving to return to what's familiar, even when you know it’s not good for you. This song speaks directly to those moments in recovery when it takes everything in you not to pick up the phone, not to pour that drink, not to fall back into old patterns. Let’s break it down and see how every almost is actually a powerful step forward.
“The Alchemy” from TTPD
Every verse and chorus of "The Alchemy" mirrors my journey through addiction and recovery. It’s a song about hope, determination, and triumph over struggles, reminding me of the importance of resilience and the power of enduring love.
“I Can Do It With A Broken Heart!” from TTPD
My husband always said he loved me, but our relationship was plagued by the consequences of my addiction. When things fell apart, I felt shattered, yet I kept pretending everything was fine. The need to keep up appearances while feeling broken inside is something many of us in recovery can relate to. The act of "grinning like I'm winning" while everything inside me was falling apart became a survival mechanism.